How come the only time i can feel my heart is when its broken?

I dont know why this bothers me so much, you cant lose something you never had

Pain does not hurt, when its all you ever felt.

(not mine but u love it just the same)

My head and my heart are saying two different things it just sucks that my freaking heart controls my emotions.

The only thing that can heal a broken heart is time

You told me that you loved my smile. I wonder if you know that you are the reason that i find it so hard to.

There is nothing that can ruin my day when im with you, that is untill i look in your eyes and remember that you will never feel the same.

I cant take it anymore.
You make me hate myself.

I hate the fact that i gave you a part of me. Because now i will never get it back

You make my whole day, when all you do is glance my way.