hey im just your average girl haha not im not a very happy person i would love to be but im not ive had a hard life i was raped every nite for 5 years by my cousin then i started slitting my wrist and my mum saw and i had to get counciled so i go to that every week eveyone thinks im crasy but im not i do it cause it helps to relieve my pain and take away all the hurt and i punish myself because it must be me that they dont like i no im not perfect but they dont have to treat me like sh*t cause it hurts to think everyone hates you and there is never anyone out there to help you and then all your friends think they have had it hard just because there boyfriend broke up with them and all your doing is being there for them and they never do the same and they think they have it hard and you think yeah ok if only all i had to worry about was losing my boyfriend if only i had your life. if there is any one out there that needs a bit of help and advice i am most willing to give it i really love to help people and make them happy something i wish to be one day just a minute is all i ask but i cant even get that not even a second but thats ok if i cant get it then i would love to give it to someone else and i hope that they would really take it to there advanage cause it dont just fall from the sky
my poems aint that great but i would really love it if you would tell me what you think in ways to improve my work i would love to become a writer one day but to do that i need to no what i need to improve on i would be really happy if you voted and commented on mine and i will sure as hell return what you have give to me cause im that kinda person i dont just take i give back as well if anyone needs me or just wants to chat or advise ill be here just send me an email its

life_sux1991@hotmail.com