If he's the first thing you think of when you wake up,
The only thing you think of when you're awake,
The last thing you think of before you go to bed,
And the only one you dream of when you sleep,
Then he's truly someone special...

People say you never lose by loving, you always lose by holding back. But thats not true... I loved and lost everything...

I have done it!!
I have fooled you all!!
Now all I have to do,
Is die knowing,
That you never knew,
I was depressed,

You think I'm so tough,
but the truth is,
I just never let you see me cry....

My only regret....
is not letting you know....
that it's all your fault....

I have had it with life,
tonight I end it with a knife,

My eyes are sore from crying,
my heart is sore from trying,
my soul is sore from dying,

There is tear that falls,
For everytime you say,
"I love you and I'll call."
But you dont mean it anyway,
Why should I even try,
To understand your lie,
Cause all I want to do is die,
But all I can do is cry,