My heart is ready,
My spirit willing,
and I've stayed steady,
but the tension is killing,
My love, where is he?
Could he have forgotten?
Can he not see,
I've thrown aside all men,
While waiting for him.

You'll never know how many times I've prayed for you.

I guess you didn't want to be the one.

My heart beats faster, but my mind doesn't want it too.

Of all the things I can live without, you are not one of them.

I want to scream,
I want to cry,
I want to hate,
I want to lie,
I want to love,
I want to die.

Life is a dream from which I cannot wake.

Happiness is a state of opinion.

Why can't I agree with it?

So I'll live each day like none have passed.
And pray to God this pain won't last.

I laugh even though my heart is broken.
I smile even though I miss you.
I live each day like you're still here.
Each night I cry myself to sleep.
I wake up stronger than you think.

So many people died on this day, six years ago.

The least I can do is remember them.