All I needed, was to be wanted, was that too much to ask?

She cried herself to sleep.
She cut her arm so deep.
She always thinks she lacks.
She never smiles back.
She always seems to try.
She only wants to die.

Take a pen,
Say your fine,
And cut across the dotted line.

My new years resolution-

Not to cry,
Not to die,
Try to live,
Try to give,
Not to fall,
Not to crawl,
Try to make it,
Try to take it,
Not to break,
Not to fake,

If this cannot be done,
please someone hand me a gun.

Now that you know I'm suicidal, suddenly you care? Where were you when I was bleeding on the floor? Where were you when I cried though all my days? I don't need you now. I am ok... I promise...

Tears fall,
blood spills,
death comes,
souls fade,

I'm tired of fighting,
I just can't take anymore,
Right now, I am dying,
Cause my heart is broken and sore,

Death is a path we all must take,
Some just take it sooner then others,

These wounds don't seem to heal,
This pain is just to real,
There is just to much that time cannot erase.

evanescence

No one cared when I started to do things I had said I would never do,
No one cared when they saw my wrists,
No one will care when I die.