That which does not kill me, postpones the inevitable.

It takes 43 muscles to frown and 17 to smile, but it doesn't take any just to sit there with a dumb look on your face.

"You think my outside is so perfect, a little angel of innocence, but when you look inside, You see the devil I really am. The suicidal maniac who only one person can keep in check"

-Anonymous

Holding on to nothing,
wishing for something,
trying to forget,
wanting to remember,
falling into darkness,
longing for the light,
praying for a helping hand,
and yet, I'm all alone...

I don't want your pity.

I have enough for myself.

You asked me on a date,
I smiled,
You told me you loved me,
I smiled,
You always tried to be near me,
I smiled,
You kissed me,
I smiled,
You said you'd had enough,
I told you my smiles lie.

How I wish you could see the real me that lies somewhere in side my skin.

Her smile covers her lies,
You can't see the tears in her eyes,
Her heart is always broken,
From all the words you've spoken.

Break a smile.
Crack a heart.
Can't you see.
She's torn apart.

Whispered voices inside my head.
Endless night of the living dead.
Countless bodies lay a strew.
Broken shells of friends you knew.