I played my part, and now I know I can't have your heart.

You left me once, forgot me twice. First I was a dunce, second I was too nice.

Look at me now dad. I see you shiver, as you look at the sliver, with me hidden in my closet, with blood dripping down the faucet. Are you happy you got to see me? Too bad noone will see what I'll grow up to be.

Your kiss it stuns! Like a thousand suns! I'll be your moon, we'll be together soon!

Why wont you pick up the phone? Would you rather be alone? Now I'm so unknown to you, when my name comes up all you say is "Who?". I still stare at you, because at this point, there's nothing I can do.

PULL ME APART, STAB MY HEART. BE MY FEAR, IGNORE MY TEAR. BEAT ME DOWN, HAVE THE CROWN. GIVE MY RIBS A KICK, CHOKE ME WITH A STICK. WALK AWAY FROM MY LIFELESS BODY, LATER ON, GOD WILL CALL YOU NAUGHTY.

I WILL NEVER CALL YOU MY FATHER. I WONT EVEN BOTHER. LOOK WHAT YOU DID TO US DAD? JUST BECAUSE YOU LEFT IT'S THIS BAD! LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE! WHY DID YOU RUN?! LOOK AT MY SCARS! YOU SHOULD BE LOCKED UP IN BARS!! BETTER YET, YOU SHOULD BE DEAD!!!

I'm sorry I'll never understand, but niether will you, pain's like a rubberband.
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Okay guy's this is a bit corny but bear me a little I'm having writer's block, no more ideas xD.

Your family's supposed to be there for you when it gets rough, but for mine, I'll never be good enough

Tonight is finally the night, where I take my knife, make things right, and end my life.

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From my poem "Tonight Is Finally The Night"

-Jin