Horror I see before me. And terrible, terrible pain. I see the mirror and a fading reflection of the one is used to be. Hidden now in frozen stone the darkness come...

And brings me home

Its like dying all over again!

There were no angels wings to guide or guiding lights or tunnels Lost in blackness. Nothing left to break the fall. The dice is rolled. The die is cast Gone from the world now Nothing I did made a difference I lost.. To die is to fail to live..

Love hides in dark shadows like mysteries of the world. Come forward to me and bring light so that i may walk in fields of heather until it ends

To my right is my television screen. It's off and the glass is dark. I can see my sofa reflecting in it. I see something else. I like to call him dread. He sits and watches me. Always there. On the back of my mind.

We are not made with one heart; we are made with half a heart. As we g through life we atempt to complete our heart and share it with another. Together a heart is complete and secure safe from all evil.. except from within..

I cry tears from red when I am with you. With you holding me in your ams. When you leave I cry blood from my arm.. scrathing 'I'm fine'