I like you alot.. there's no denying that. I'm just afraid that if I get to close.. like might turn into love.. and that would be bad.. because your never gonna feel the same way.. and that makes it 10 times harder.

What you do to me in undescribable.... how u make me feel is undescribable... your ability to make me laugh and smile is undescribable.... everything about you is undescribable.... *YOU* are undescribable!!!!!

So there's this guy right?? and i kinda sorta in a way like him alot.. we're good frends, and i'm so glad. But at the same time it kills me cuz i know we'll never be more than just that.

I hate the fact that we used such good frends, and now things are kinda different because she's here. I can't help but feel kinda jealous and hurt. And the hardest thing of all is knowing that the "other girl" is my best frend.

I try so hard to ignore you, try so hard to act like your not there. Try so hard to act like ur not important, like you don't mean anything to me. But i can't.... i just can't. I don't know what to do... I can't get you out of my head.

Even though it hurts me to say this. I can't help but kinda wish she hadn't come back. Cuz if not, things would still be same. And i wouldn't have to look at you guys, and see you two acting, the way we used to act.

I would give you the world if i could.... but would you give it to me?? Sadly the answer is no.... even more sad is that regardless of that, i would still give it to you in an instant.

I don't want to like you the way I do, I don't want to always wish you were here, I don't want to get these feelings inside of me whenever i see you, but no matter how hard I try, I can't seem to do it.

If only you weren't the one thing that was always in my head... then maybe things would be easier.

I don't know what you're doing to me... but I think I might be in love... and to be honest with you... it scares me a little bit.