Where is my life heading? before i had a life all planned and in my sight, but now it all disappared, and now all i see is a faint memory, and i take unsure steps.
Sept 20/08

Life is always so complicated, a never ending walk in a circle!

Dec, 3/08

She stumbles around the edge of her self, softly crying behind her curls,
Holding her heart close to her, and away from them, for she dosent want to let her
heart jump in fear that again, no one will catch her heart in the end.

...For her heart keeps falling, & everyday it bounces off the side of the cliff & more peices break off in millions of peices.

..For her heart keeps falling, & everyday it bounces off the side of the cliff & a million more peices shatter off.

Though my strenghth out way my weaknesses. But the strength of the grasp you have around my heart, can never be out weighed.

My mind pulls me towards the "right thing" to do, but my heart calls me towards the path that leads me into ur arms.

You'll be the smile on my lips no one under stands. & the hole in my heart only i know is there, & only i can feel.

I would love more then u know to be with you. To raise a family with you. To be apart of your life. The world stands still when im with you, and i never want it to end.

There are times to live in the now, and there are times to live for the future. But never live in the past.