I cant be what you want me to be.. I cant be that happy person I once was and I cant just get over the pain overnight.

Tonight, I'll cry myself to sleep talking to myself wishing for good dreams. Then you see yourself but never look my way, I wish you'd notice me someday I'll be your saint.

-taken from a song-
'Reality- Dying To Know'

I know what scares you the most...

Being alone
Just like them
Being alive
feeling so... DEAD

Maybe you think you're not right for me,
that you'll never be everything I need,
well I'll tell you straight from my heart you are, you are

Every girl wants you to be her boy
But I'll wait right here till it's my turn

How can you hurt me and not know it?
How can you be happy and not notice my sadness behind the fake smiles?
I guess you dont know me as well as you thought now do you ?

I would look on the bright side if I could find it

Why do you love me
if all I do is break your heart?
Why do you care about me
if all I do is let you down?

Laying here alone
with these thoughts in my head.
Listening to my fears
and crying these childish tears.