The pain inside. they wont go away. they will live...
i am unwanted...
I sit and think about what i have done.
I watch the blood begin to run...
Hatred. the feeling that plunges you down into...
The feeling that deprives you from yourself...
How can you say you understand when you know you...
How can you say you understand when you don’t...
Mummy why are you crying?
Daddy why are you shouting...
When you look around,
you see people smiling...
If you said it to anyone else,
You know they couldn’t care less...
I sit and think about what i have done.
I watch the blood begin to run...
My silver slice of freedom
my secret source of power...
My world.
A swirling mist of pain and hurting...
Jenny used to be popular,
She had so many friends...
Why me.
I sit by the window looking out at the street and...