*Dedicated to one of my dearest friends who is...
I remember when you were there for me...

The pain of not talking to you seeping in
Almost unbearable now...

Sorrow burning my heart into dust
Waiting for happiness to peak through...

You left me lonely
Aching for love...

You are special than all the rest
For I hate you the best...

I'm crying on the inside
Waiting to be free...

Heart aching
I'm breaking...

Lying in a puddle of tears
The only thing you have left me...

I cross my heart
I wish I would dye...

You build me up and push me down
Making me want to drown...

Everyday is always the same
Sometimes forgetting my name...

I'm falling into dark, lonely, cold, hard, shadows
Waiting to be caught...