I cross my heart
I wish I would dye...
I'm crying on the inside
Waiting to be free...
Everyday is always the same
Sometimes forgetting my name...
I'm falling into dark, lonely, cold, hard, shadows
Waiting to be caught...
You build me up and push me down
Making me want to drown...
How could you
Be so cruel...
*Dedicated to one of my dearest friends who is...
I remember when you were there for me...
I want to scream
But I do not dare...
Left at home
All alone...
My dreams of you
Shall never come true...
Sorrow burning my heart into dust
Waiting for happiness to peak through...
It took me away
From all lust...