Is this the demented universe we live in?
or is it just our own sick redeniton of life...

Im sorry okay
Im sorry that I care...

My heart is racing
As the thoughts whirl through my head...

You feel bad because you hurt me
I feel sick because you broke me...

*this isnt exactly a poem but i just started...
What is love? A time old question. Do we even have...

Is it ok for me to be afraid now
cause your not by my side...

At night i fall asleep with tears in my eyes
but wake up with a smile...

I sit in darkness
and light another cigarette...

Am I forgiven, for falling so deep
Am I forgiven, because I still weep...

I wanna push you away from my heart
Away from my soul...

Childrenâ??s laughter echoes
Just beyond the gloom...

I know I said you couldnâ??t have my...
But take it. Its yours...