I could not fit this into all one quote but i thought this could help some people suffering depression as it has helped me.

When things go wrong as they sometimes will,
When the road your're trudging seems all uphill,

When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile but u have to sigh,
When care is pressing u down a bit.
REST IF U MUST BUT JUST DONT QUIT.

(Not Mine from The Australian Bookmark Company)

I live in fear every day. the fear of not getting throught my depression, the fear of not ever having a smile of my face and mostly the fear of being alone for the rest of my life. God help me find my soul mate.

You know ur life is really stuffed when you start self harming in your sleep.

So mixed up and confused.i feel so betrayed and used.

Rodney my one my only,my sole mate,by best friend my world my everything.I love you