The screaming, the shouting, the pain inside.
You know what, I give up! No longer will I hide...

There in the classroom
On day one...

Every other night
I don't wish to sleep...

Life likes to twist you up
Bend and turn your every way...

"My little boys' lives were taken"
Said the speaker today at school...

So many questions and no answers
So many obstacles in this maze...

I was hiding in my corner
I do that all the time...

Been a hundred days or over
Since I have seen your face...

I see myself tomorrow
Feeling the same as I do now...

I must look like a fool right here on the gravel...
Standing in the view of your rear mirror feeling...

I walk through the mobs of classmates while...
I figured that by the afternoon, I would forget...

I've tried to forget about the pain inside
But it's too much now and I cannot hide...