I blame myself,
its all I can do...

This is my apology to one I have been holding onto...
I am sorry I have been bringing you down...

I'm Giving up,
Because I keep messing up...

My soul is gone,
my heart is weak...

How could I have been so blind not to be able to...
That what you said, wasn't truly about me...

I'm pathetic and I'm sorry.
I'm sorry this is me...

I feel safe when I am with you.
As if no one can ever hurt me again...

When I think of you I feel a tremendous joy take...
I can't possibly even begin to express it all into...

She sits here all alone, waiting for eternity.
Holding back the tears that will fall to the sea...

I reach up to you as you stand.
I'm at your feet begging you to love me again...

I thought that I was getting closer.
But then I fell and lost my place...

The world is over as I fall asleep.
Saying good-bye, welcoming my dreams...