I've had a hard life, just like some of us out there. I grew up in foster homes and transferred through many. I've been in and out of group homes and hospitals for my suicidal ideations, and my self harming. The only family i could say i've eva had started when i was about 16. I write cause its the only thing that i know i have control over and i keep everything in for this same reason. I dont normally share wat i write and havent since i started which would be the age i knew how. Its too late for me in life to be happy so maybe my poems could help others realize that they still have a chance in life and not to give up cause suicide will be ur way of dying. I gave up along time ago and now im just waiting for my day. I live each day like this. It hurts please save urself and realize what u have...b4 its too late!..Good luck!