Some things will always be part of me no matter how far I run, or where i hide i just can't escape the memories

They need to stop teaching children that life is all sunshine and smiles, It's not, and broken hearts don't heal as fast as scraped knees and can't be mended with a mere bandade so stop all the lies and tell them the truth

She was perfect..but she always wore long sleeves, hiding the scars that took her perfection away.

She felt far from okay, but
sometimes the biggest lies
slip out easier than the truth..

And the real reason why im scared?
im scared, scared of losing you.

DEARLY BELOVED
WE ARE GATHERED HERE TODAY TO MOURN THE LOSS OF YET ANOTHER EMPTY SOUL WHO MADE THE MISTAKE BY THINKING DEATH WAS THE ONLY WAY OUT

If you love me, okay
if you hate me, sure
sweetie dont you see
i dont care anymore

You don't know what you put me through but it's okay, i've forgotten you. And in some way i hope it fcks with you...to know i'm okay and i made it through.

So im just gonna smile
&& {make you believe} im ok
i'll pretend that im [[fine]]
and ignore any p.a.i.n.

I've told you time and time again
I dont matter; So forget me, that way
you cant hurt me