&& everytime i think of you my breath seams to catch deep down in my throat causing me to choke

Why’d you say all of those beautiful love lines if you never meant it. That’s like me saying go to hell baby, but this time I mean it.

&& i don`t know how to live without you. ((you are my life))

"normal" is only a
setting on a washing machine.

Because of you,
she`ll never think she`s good enough
never think she amounts to anything
you didn`t say it
but youre actions told everything

I've told you time and time again
I dont matter; So forget me, that way
you cant hurt me

So im just gonna smile
&& {make you believe} im ok
i'll pretend that im [[fine]]
and ignore any p.a.i.n.

You don't know what you put me through but it's okay, i've forgotten you. And in some way i hope it fcks with you...to know i'm okay and i made it through.

If you love me, okay
if you hate me, sure
sweetie dont you see
i dont care anymore

&& someday i hope i will understand in gods whole plan with what hes done to me