I've told you time and time again
I dont matter; So forget me, that way
you cant hurt me

So im just gonna smile
&& {make you believe} im ok
i'll pretend that im [[fine]]
and ignore any p.a.i.n.

You don't know what you put me through but it's okay, i've forgotten you. And in some way i hope it fcks with you...to know i'm okay and i made it through.

If you love me, okay
if you hate me, sure
sweetie dont you see
i dont care anymore

DEARLY BELOVED
WE ARE GATHERED HERE TODAY TO MOURN THE LOSS OF YET ANOTHER EMPTY SOUL WHO MADE THE MISTAKE BY THINKING DEATH WAS THE ONLY WAY OUT

And the real reason why im scared?
im scared, scared of losing you.

She felt far from okay, but
sometimes the biggest lies
slip out easier than the truth..

She was perfect..but she always wore long sleeves, hiding the scars that took her perfection away.

They need to stop teaching children that life is all sunshine and smiles, It's not, and broken hearts don't heal as fast as scraped knees and can't be mended with a mere bandade so stop all the lies and tell them the truth

Some things will always be part of me no matter how far I run, or where i hide i just can't escape the memories