I look at you with loathing and disgust.
You weren't there to see me grow...
I look up into the sky.
I can almost picture your eyes...
He looks into my eyes as if they were deep oceans.
It feels like we're drinking a love potion...
I wrote this after I tried to kill myself because...
I'm holding on with all I am,
but still your slipping away...
Rip out my heart, tear it in two.
Your just being open and honest...
Sometimes I think of running away,
and never coming back...
I want to see her face again.
I want to see all the cute things she used to do...
I can't stand
the way you put such...
Bruises seem to fade
but the memories remain the same...
The way you say "I love you."
The look you had when you gave me that ring...
You get to laugh and smile.
While I just have to sit and cry...