Cheer up sunshine

Flash-backs
streaks of pain
a river of tears
ive taken an over-dose of my mind,

Death stands above me,
Whispering low,
I know not what in my ear,
Of this language all i know,
there is only pain and fear,

The toymaker had to make me a new mask after you broke my smile,
but he only painted this one on
its not as real as the first.

Be my penguin?

Butterflys shouldnt be kept,
A pure heart, fragile. Unbale, but wanting love.
A butterfly is not to be played,
A fragile heart unable to want happiness for itself intill evertthing else is perfect
and beautiful.

I belived you when you said you loved me. But then you went and called me special.

Make her eat and take away the Inside beauty she needs to carry on.
make her eat and take away the inside beauty she needs to Fight the uglyness and change her
Unkowing suicide.

the never ending silence lays in my mind, A maggot to the skull.

As she lays in her hospital bed wishing to die,
Im there with her holding her hand. i wait till she shuts her eyes. I do as she wishes, turn off her machine.
walk away trying so hard not to cry.