Im 13 and I probably know more about love than what you think a 13 year old would know. I started out being one of those bad girls in 5th & 6th grade. The kind of girls who wanna have sex every night, who wanna drop out of school, who wanna get pregnant at this age, you know. I used to do drugs. I used to cut, burn and Ive attempted suicide more than enough times. My dad used to abuse me terribly, but that has cleared up some too. You may think of me as being the gothic type, but really, I dont listen to that kind of music, I dont worship the devil, and I dont wear all black. Im myself. I dont call myself prep or jock or punk.. nothing like that. So please dont call me that. Many people dont know this side of me, and I really think its time to let this out. So please, Im not saying Im a bad person, Im just telling the truth about my past, and I want to let you all know that Ive gone through rehab and Ive gotten so much better. |
I'm writing postcards
to show how much I care...
She spread her wings
began to fly...
I was only 13
Life was pretty bad...
She sits in her room late at night
Scared to death to turn out the light...