All the pain
yet another sad memory...

Do you see my pain
was it fun for you...

Theres something about that smile on your face
that makes my heart race...

Why is what i always desire
never what i receive...

You were all i held on for day night everything...
now as i think back on everything we have been...

I could say sorry a million times
but whats the point...

Four months today
Since you have gone away...

Growing up without a mom
was so hard i always felt like...

Everyday is a constant fight
you saying im wrong...

Love is what i have
and trust is what i lack...

You played your games
behind my back thinking id never find out...

Letting go of you
and all the pain you put me through...