My names Emily and Im 15 years old. I go to Cedar Falls High School in Iowa. I have alot of friends at school, but dont really get close to any of them. Im a hard person to get to know because I dont really open up. I can be a real jerk when im depressed because I dont want anyone to get close to me and see me like that... I love to write poetry, its a huge source of relief for me, since Im trying to stop some other bad habits... If you want to talk to me you can IM me on Yahoo! messenger. My screen name is sweet_drops_of_blood or ischadae . Just tell me youre from here and Ill probably talk to you. I have aim too. My screen name is rogue238201, but I never get onto aim because I hate it... So you can add me, but I probably wont ever be on. |
Depression is looking into a black mirror
Searching for yourself in a murky prison...
I really don't care anymore
I'm tired of being me...
I'm at war with myself
my mother...
I didn't think you'd come back
I didn't think I'd ever get to see you again...
What exactly is so wrong with my life?
Yes, she does yell... Alot...
Note to self.... I miss you dearly |
If you can't be good |
My love may be worth NOTHING to you, |