For the past few weeks you've made my cry
Until finally my tears have run dry...

Knives
Pills...

You were more than a boyfriend
you were a friend...

I cut again last night
I was hoping to see the white light...

Sometimes, at night, I lie awake and reach for the...
Hoping that, maybe, I can erase the past...

They wont let me go, wont let me die
Wont let me go to my home in the sky...

You know I'm there,
But you don't see me...

Life is a cage I cant get out of
One more thing I cant rise above...

I love to sit out in the dark
Waiting for the first star to spark...

Ive had enough
I'm tired of messing things up...

Tears fall from my eyes
As I realize no one would care if I died...

I cry and cry and cry some more
Missing how it was before...