Note to self.... I miss you dearly

If you can't be good
Be careful
If you can't be careful
Don't name it after me

My love may be worth NOTHING to you,
But your love is worth EVERYTHING to me.

These tears I cry; They run down my cheeks and sting my skin.
These tears I cry; Are for the people who think they know me.
These tears I cry; Are for the people I'm dying to save.

You laugh at me now; But my soul will be the one laughing when you find me lying on my bedroom floor.

As my tears fall, the river rises... I start to drown... Is no one there? Can no one hear my silent cries for help?

My own bloods all around me... as I try hard not to cry... I can hear the paramedic say, " This girl is going to die" ...