Why am i this way,
Jealous all the time...

Its the only reason i am sad
You dont see it, i aint mad...

I've loved you always,
Pushing me away you did...

Sitting here wondering
How much more will i cry...

Her life changed today
Killing her on the inside...

Her tears just wont stop
Laying in her bed...

No more i can take now,
Ive stuck through it all...

Am i really that bad,
That you dont want me...

The hurt inside grows with each thought of you...
I could not bare it, it would kill me and i would...

Now ive had just about enough
Tears running she dont care...

I dont wanna meet other girls
Not anything more then friends...

This shall be my last poem,
Im locking up my heart...