Hi, I’m Jessie. All of my poems relate to my life. I used to write them all the time to express how I was feeling towards things. Basically, to let out my emotions. I admit, I used to cut. But I got help from one of my friends and don’t do it anymore. Every so often, I have a nervous breakdown. It sucks. Especially when no one is there to help you.

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But right now, my life is slowly getting better. Not everyday of my life is good. I’ve been trying to hold my head high, and not let things bother. Although sometimes, I just can’t. It all piles up, and then *boom*, I break down.

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I currently live with my mom Jeannie, brother Isaac, step-dad Dewayne, and sometimes step-sister Lindsay. No, I don’t really know my real dad. Haven’t seen him since I was about 2 ½ - 3. It really sucks. And I hate fathers day. I’d rather stay home instead of go out like everyone else does with their dad.

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I could say that I’ve been through about as much as an 82 year old lady so far. I’ve lost some big things in my life that meant a lot to me. Came near to losing the best person that ever happened to me. We fight a lot, but are working on that. I just hope that someday, things will get better for us. And it would all go back to how things used to be between us.

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I can thank my best friend Ella for helping me through the hardest times in my life yet. She is always there for me and helped me so much. If she would'nt have moved here and had she not been my friend...i wouldn't be alive right now. She's the best person i've met so far in my life...and she's been the most helpful too. She doesn't know how much i care about her and how much i thank her. Words cannot explain how much i thank her for all she's done for me. I LOVE HER TO DEATH!!!!!!!

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