Hold my wrists together.
Shove me into a wall...

I keep telling myself I'm doing this for you.
So that you'll be better off...

Push me down.
Back in to the dirt...

So far away.
So Distant...

I try to fix who I am,
But I never seem to change...

So many thoughts fog my view of this.
I know that I'm slowly falling apart...

So much more.
That's what you deserve...

I slowly replay the things that were said.
Thinking of what I should have done...

You are my drug.
And I didn't get my fix...

Realizing what I might have done.
I find my way looking to you...

Woken out of an uneasy sleep.
Memorys rushing to my head...

I'm not going to question you.
Or wonder why...