I cut too deep
And I have began to weep...

For 12 years I pretty much had no mum
And I swear to God i was darned well glum...

I wiped his bum and cleaned his face
took him to the park and had a bit of a chase...

In the dead of the night,
Moon,starts,everything glowing bright...

Every night I cry
Each day I want to die...

I cannot trust,I cannot love
I don't get my life...

Today I cried
And you all just walked by...

I see her less than an hour a day
Sometimes 5 minutes or sometimes ten...

I will never forget
How you helped me when I was upset...

Your smile is of the sun
Just one glance and my spirit is raised...

I thought i lost you for good
Fact is you were my hearts' enriched food...

She turned up on my doorstep,
Red eyes and nose. Sniffling away...