As i watch all the people around me laugh and...

I am sorry for the lies
I am sorry for my tries...

Through this whole ordeal
I find myself...

I'm sorry I'm sorry
Is all that i say...

I've lost your love
I've lost your heart...

As i see behind in my life i see you
As my heart starts to shatter...

As The blade i hold looks inviting i turn my head...

As i look into your eyes i just smile at you...

As i see you having fun
I'm here having none...

Everyone should stop there shit
Or Ill just take my last hit...

I sit here waiting for you
Looking for my sign...

I see your face in the distance wondering if...