I walk in this shadow
Where light leaves me be...

I sit down and watch from a far
The sites and sounds of a raped mind...

Johnny never came first
Johnny was a lonely boy...

Why do flowers drop their seeds and then they die?
Why do beggars ask for forgiveness just like I...

Shades of grey fall and fade
Dreams lost nightmares made...

I am not one of you
And I don’t give a s**t...

Pictures from the past
Together in a photograph...

A very old man woke up
Breathing heavily he opened the door...

Now that he's dead
The river runs red...

I’m locked in a room
My blood runs cold...

My Daddy says he loves me
He beats me black and blue...

Thoughts of you keep me awake
My smile I give you is plastic and fake...