I am a 14 year old girl. Many of the poems on here have never been seen by anyone I know. I am struggling with an eating disorder, and hate lying to my loved ones who think I have stopped. I have a wonderful boyfriend who seems to care a lot about me but I can't tell him for fear that he might leave me. Most of my poems are true stories and about issues I have had. Feel free to email me or my AIM screen name is :balletluvingurl9 |
Fragile and broken like a piece of glass,
Haunted by the darkness of a tragic past...
O twisted silence,
and icy cold...
I see it there, a beautiful red rose,
though now only a tiny green bud shows...
"O Ana please teach me control,
Make my body perfect, my heart whole."...
A fragile body and a tattered soul,
food untouched in plate or bowl...
Memories of the summer I fell in love surround me,
Back together again but how long will we be...
The first time I lost you,
I cried for so long...
Alone at last, your arms around me,
There is no place I'd rather be...
Everyday I fake a smile, saying I'm fine,
While in reality I walk a thin line...
Aching cold, twisted mind,
What is this barrier I'm trapped behind...
I chose him over you. |
You broke my heart but I took you back. Did I make the right decision or was it a mistake? |
I loved from the very beginning but I loved you even more once you were gone. |