As I lay in my bed with my thoughts spinning,
I feel so helpless and lost...

Hiding behind laughs, smiles, and happiness,
Her bright blue eyes are filled with pain and...

My world of pain and confusion will finally be no...
**This is actually true. I tried 2 kill myself but...

Every time I hear your voice,
my heart beats just a little faster...

On the outside I may seem like a normal teenage...
but bottled up inside of me is a feeling of...

Bleeding from cuts made by my best friend,
The blade's cool touch makes my pain end...

I know I hurt you and said good-bye,
but every word I said was just a lie...

The first time I lost you,
I cried for so long...

There is a girl in her teenage years,
Her eyes still dry and free from tears...

No one understands the perfection I seek,
the reflection I see everyday...

Alone at last, your arms around me,
There is no place I'd rather be...

Aching cold, twisted mind,
What is this barrier I'm trapped behind...