"O Ana please teach me control,
Make my body perfect, my heart whole."...
Walking through the rain with no place to go,
The tears on my cheeks I try not to show...
She is an angel fallen from above,
She is a heart filled with undying love...
When you look at me I feel so weak,
When I open my mouth no words can I speak...
Day after day spent happy and free,
Just because you said you loved me...
How could you ahve done this to me?
you've blackened and tainted my soul...
Four months it's been since I lost my soul,
Since you threw my heart right to the floor...
What if I told you I needed you here,
Would you help me through my pain...
Lost in confusion, seemingly spinning,
I don't understand how it got this bad...
Looking out through darkened eyes,
At a shattered world full of lies...
Just another painful day,
Another "I love you" I wanted to say...
Suicidal temptation once again strong,
I'm in this world now but maybe not for long...