Hiding all my pain and confusion,
behind laughs and smiles...

As I lay in my bed with my thoughts spinning,
I feel so helpless and lost...

I hate you because you're taking over me,
but I love you 'cause you're making me the girl I...

Random thoughts and emotions running through my...
I'm not really sure what I'm feeling...

Looking out through tear-filled eyes,
Confused and lost in this lie-filled world...

I see it there, a beautiful red rose,
though now only a tiny green bud shows...

Sitting here with your arms around me,
holding me tight as if you'll never let go...

I remember when you used to say,
you loved me too much to ever hurt me...

I remember when we used to sit in the moonlight;
we used to talk about our hopes and dreams...

O twisted silence,
and icy cold...

You made me want to live but now I want to die,
you made me laugh and smile but now I cry...

I know I hurt you and said good-bye,
but every word I said was just a lie...