Why do I keep wishing I'd bump into you sometime? Even when I know that it will never come true...??

Even though I lok away everytime you look at me, even though I preend don' care, and that I have moved on, deep down, I still need you to came back into my life....

Why is it that when there is no hope, no way we could ever be friends again, I still find myself stealing glances at you?

How can you fly when your wings are broken?

I try to fake it all with a smile, a shrug and a I'm Okay, but the truth is that it hurts so hard everytime you believe me.

You broke me into a thousand pieces and still each of these pieces carries a memory of you that would never disapear. And yet, I try not to care.

You left me here all alone in the dark, pushed me away from your life, ignored me, and acted like nothing happened.Then you come and ask if we can still be friends?

*How can you feel so lonely even when you are surrounded by all the people who care about you...how can your smile carry pain tht no one else seems to see?*

What do you do when it hurts even to pretend? Do you just carry on or put on another mask?

Sometimes when nothing is right and there is no way it could work out, why do you still find yourself hoping...hoping things will turn out OK when you know deep down inside that isn't true.