Depressed again...
not knowing why...
Depressed again...
not knowing why...
He sits back watching...
Everyone around happy...
He can feel it coming...
The walls that were taken down...
Watching the blood spray...
It runs down the wall...
He grabs the gun...
Loading his last shell...
Thoughts of death fill his mind...
Wanting to die...
Now he has heard...
What he needed to hear...
Could someone tell me how...
I ask myself everyday how...
The one he wants he can not have...
He knows it will never be...
As he sits caressing her face...
Putting her to sleep...
He sits thinking...
thinking of how he made her cry...