Although I never met you,
I saw you all the time...
For every tiny footstep,
That you never got to take...
My heart has stopped it's beating,
my veins have stopped the blood...
If only you knew,
the pain that i feel...
This rage inside is fierce,
a fire at full height...
If heaven had a postal service,
From earth to up above...
Smouldering fields,
Raised Abodes...
They say it gets easier
the more time goes on...
Within the confines of my mind,
My deepest darkest cell...
I wish that I could restart life,
With the mind I have today...
Falling falling falling,
like a stone into a stream...
I've never felt so invisible,
Unwanted and ignored...