Living and dying
try to hold it in...

I carried you for 9 months
i remember the first kick...

Sitting in my house all day
wishing the pain would go away...

My love for you grows everyday in each and every...
my heart crys for u wen your not here...

I wish i could take your pain away
i wish i knew what to say...

It was your birthday the other day
the first birthday you weren't here to see...

What is it in me that refuses to leave
what is it in me that makes me believe...

Where did i go wrong
what did i do...

How do i escape it
how do i stop it...

I hate who you've become
the words of hurt you said cant be undone...

Do u really miss me
did u ever really need me...

Gonna walk out the door
i cant take this pain anymore...