Iv lost so much
its so hard to bare...

I carried you for 9 months
i remember the first kick...

What makes people kill them selves
people say suicide is painless...

Living and dying
try to hold it in...

I wish you were here
i wish you didn't go...

Theres a darkness inside
that i try so hard to hide...

Sitting in my house all day
wishing the pain would go away...

Farm
i will always keep...

They say i need to talk
they say i need some help...

I went to your funeral yesterday
i felt so empty i had nothing to say...

your the flame that lights my fire
my one and only desire...

Sadness and guilt
seeps through my veins...