The thought of you,
Still makes her cry.

When your name is brought up,
It shatters her heart.

But the memories,
Are what kills her.

No one knows she's a lost soul,
Searching for a way out.
Only you can save her,
But you never took the time to notice her.

The way she felt for you,
Was never put into words spoken,
They were put into a more profound way.
A way only she understands,
A way she can look down and automatically remember.
The scars are more than spoken words could've ever explained.

The thought of really having to say goodbye,
Shatters her heart,
Even more than it did when she saw you with her.

Now that you're gone,
Who can she lean on and know they wont leave?
Who can she count on to make her smile?
Now that you're gone,
She has no one to help her be strong.

She left you alone,
Just like you wanted.
Now, it seems like everything she sees or hears,
Reminds her of you.

The thought of you,
Shatters every ounce of happiness she had.
Every ounce of regret she washed away.

It's just another night,
Of lies and promises.

It's just another night of her wishing,
Things hadn't turned out this way.

It's just another night of her praying to God,
She can make it through the night.

You tell her to be calm,
But would you be calm,
If you were constantly lied to?
I didn't think so.

The only way she can get to sleep anymore,
Is by crying herself to sleep.