I’ve never felt anything like it-- passion, pain… all of it. And even though it feels like it's killing you, at the same time it reminds you that you're still alive |
I know that after I left he sort of put me on this back shelf in his mind, this like second row of his heart, but for me he'll never be anything but first |
You consume me. You are the reason for my smile and the reason why I am so happy. The reason why I keep going and the reason why I now know what it is to be in love |
I want him so much it scares me. I lose myself in him, and I don't know what I'll do if he stops wanting me to |
I don’t want him to call me. I don’t want to talk to him, to have to hear his voice and try and figure out a way for him to not tell by my voice how much I miss him |
Not that he would ever ask me to stay; it’s just nice to think that he would love me enough to want me to |
I missed him like crazy. I didn't realize it until afterwards, but I did. A part of me wasn't there. I thought that was for the best, but maybe it wasn't |
It’s gone. He let me walk by, without even a glance in my direction. This guy, who loves me, who needs me so much is going to lose me. And I will eventually be okay |
I just, I love it when he's around. He knows me, he gets me and I know that with him I never have to be anyone but myself. |
Ive gone thru this be4 thats y I don get y this is so hard for me to deal with.Its the simple fact that he just doesnt want me like I want him,I guess, mayb its so hard bcause 4 a while there he made me feel like he did, mayb thats the difference |