I am so ready to let go, just move on, and be happy. But there is always this little shred of... well maybe he'll want me tomorrow. You know?”

And you'll never know how it feels to have the one person who means everything to you make you feel like nothing.

I just can't help but realize how he's made me so weak that by the time he's ready to love me, I won’t have anything left in me to love him back

I can't breathe. It’s like this love I have is suddenly being overpowered by this pain I feel of him not loving me back

I can’t stop crying. I don’t understand, and it’s not the loud, screaming crying. Its just the tears continuously roll down my face, and I can't do anything to stop them.

Maybe he's doing the same thing as me. Maybe he wants so bad to call me, but just won't because I haven't called him. Then again, maybe I shouldn't fill myself with false hope that he might just be missing me like I'm missing him

I’m just nervous about school, that’s all. Nervous about seeing him and having to walk away, and hearing his voice scream my name as I’m walking away, but even more, seeing him and her kissing as I turn the corner.

And I hate that every time the phone rings... I want so badly for it to be you.

Everyone is always asking me what’s wrong, but I don’t even think it makes any sense, its just... my heart hurts.

So you love me you just dont want me?