Sometimes people walk into your life just when you truly need them to be there. I think someone must be watching out for me because timing this perfect can't happen on it's own.

Confession #4: Sometimes when you IM me out of the blue, I get a little rush. I guess a part of me can't stop hoping that you'll finally want me back.

Confession #3: The only reason I tell you about him is because I want you to realize how much you regret letting me go. I want you to wish you were him, because I wish I was her.

Confession #2: As much as I want to forget you, I'm learning every day just how impossible that is. When I promised you forever, I had no idea it would be like this.

Confession #1: When I said you were lucky to have her, I really meant she was lucky to have you. And I wanted you to say, "She's not as perfect as you."

I love you. I know about her and, even though it should, it changes nothing. You're selfish and manipulative, and you don't deserve it, but I do love you. That's love...that's something you'll never understand.

It's funny how when I need you most.
You never seem to be there.

I'm trying everything to make me quit you. But there's nothing I can do or say to make myself realize you're truly gone. I miss you, I want you, I need you. here. now. forever.

I'd give anything to make you see.
This new boy truly means nothing to me.

If only I had known the right words to say back then.
Maybe I wouldn't be faced with the situation I'm in.