I'm wasting away
on this cold lonely day
wishing and hoping
you would look my way

I hate the way I feel
please tell me this isn't real
I hate this pain I'm in
living a lonely life of sin

I know you always stare
as I sit here in this chair
I'd tell you how I feel
if fairy tales were real

I'm pushing you away
each and every day
with everything I say
wishing it didn't have to be this way

I'm sick of waiting
sick of dating
sick of being single
going to parties just to mingle
sick of being lonely
wanting to be your only
sick of this life
where is my knife

Why do you always stare
if you honestly don't care
Why do you act this way
and never know what to say
I can't take it anymore
your cutting me to the core!

God please let him be okay
and come back to me one last day
why does it have to be this way
as I lay on my bed and pray
all I want is one more day