I used to be a Christian
I tried to be "like God&quot...

I only wish
To let you know...

I can't say I'll really ever hate you
Because the truth is that I won't...

I will not scream
I will not cry...

I wrote you a poem once
But I tore it and threw it away...

I know I'm not perfect
A savior or a saint...

It's back to how it used to be
I keep it all inside...

Blood is streaming down my arm
Flowing from my veins...

I'm sick of these sad love poems
that are always about you...

Why does it always come down to this?
I feud between you and I...

I'm so afraid to tell you
What happens in my head...

I'm sorry I still love you
I'm sorry I still care...